agreement update

This weekend when I stayed at my girlfriend's, we discussed the possibility of adding another day to our time together. We meet each other for almost three years now, nearly every weekend. I'm pretty stable in the agreement, and I enjoy the time spend at her place with the large garden and the dogs and horses, always work that can be done. Shaping the garden, repairing stuff, finding better solutions. 

I enjoy walking with her in her process, assisting and supporting where I can. 

I'm facing survival fears a lot these days. Mostly when I am with other people I get these fears. Even now while I am skyping with my son. I self forgave points and breathed through points, still not done yet.

my girlfriend's new dog, called 'Haifa', a one year old, barks quite a lot, and my gf was worried for the neighbors to complain. When I was in the garden with the dogs, I thought: this is Haifa, for everyone to hear, she lives here and she's going to stay! The next moment she came to me and licked my face. 

With my gf we looked into her fears and she self forgave. 

Another day I discussed with my gf's mother the discussion in the Netherlands about animal slaughter for religious purpose. I said: a lot of people now ask for attention to not only the death of animals but also for their lives in the animal 'factories'. The next moment Haifa came to me and stood up to me with her front legs on my chest. She had never done this before. 

The fear of survival is everywhere, I even hear it in songs on the radio. Everyone is driven by this fear because their lives aren't secured. Only within the Equal Money System we can make sure everyone that participates gets the money guaranteed for life. life money, instead of debt money.