thank you Desteni

yesterday I was at my club where a 'Fly in' was going on. The members of the club were showing of there rc planes as were some visitors from other clubs. And a lot of people from the nearby villages had come to watch, enjoy the weather and have a consumption.

I was taking care of a few things in my role of groundsman and as I look back I see that I have been moving myself through this event with little reactions to just a few people, watching these reactions and making myself one and equal, standing up from them and stopping myself as such.

In this way I moved myself through this day and when I had left nothing sticked to me. I was stable and cool. My son had joined me there and I didn't feel obliged to stick with him all the time, we discussed some things, we did some minor 'jobs' and sometimes we were on our own.

Today I realize that thanks to Desteni and my participation there in, I have changed myself for real. I'm satisfied with my stability and my self application. No mind possession as anxiety or fear or laziness, alert on what's going on in the inner and the outer, acting when and where it's needed. Yes Desteni, we are the change that we want to see in the world