self-forgiveness on energy

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to create energy by 'kicking' my body.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to like to live in and as energy. 

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to stop myself from existing in and as energy.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to believe that life=energy.

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to fear that I won't move if I don't create energy.

I move myself
I take action
I write
I speak up
I direct