the Law Of Attraction and Equal Money

Within the Law of Attraction, people who apply it state: everyone can do it! This is just an excuse to not have to look at the reality as it exists for billions of people: poverty. They now can ignore and deny that it is the monetary system they participate in that causes massive suffering. The elite status they create for themselves is justified because if one hasn't achieved this status, one simply has a way to go with the LOA. Really strange is to see that no user of the LOA has ever succeeded in attracting wealth for everyone on the planet.... Does this show that they are only interested in selfish attraction? Or is something more fundamental missed here? There is another law in existence which is disregarded: the law of balance. What we have in mind is we create. If we have in mind lack of wealth and we start applying the LOA to attract wealth, which supposedly is given to us by the universe out of it's abundance, we forget that we have lack of wealth in mind in the first place. So all the time we focus on attracting wealth we have in the back of our mind the lack there of. The consequence is that we not only create wealth in so doing but lack of wealth as well. So what we do applying the LOA is creating and enhancing the polarity in the world, the division between wealth and poverty. This is exactly what's busy manifesting in the world. Two separate mankinds, where the one smaller group lives in abundance and the other larger group lives in lack of everything.

The solution of Equal Money is hard to grasp for both groups. The poor have the secret dream of one day making it to the other group and leaving the poverty behind. As soon as the leave their poor environment they want to enjoy consumerism and to forget the misery. The common belief is that one has to be fortunate to get to wealth. The wealthy people don't like the Equal Money solution because they fear losing their position where they are provided with anything they want by the poorer people that do the labor.

What is missed in the poor people's perspective is that we have a monetary system that is set up in a way to keep many people poor for the wealth of others. So their poverty isn't bad luck, or their own fault. And the wealthy group indulge in luxury to not have to experience their underlying fear of losing their money. So both groups are very busy, with surviving the poor ones and the other group with keeping up with the world system to avoid falling behind and losing their position.

fear at night

every now and then I wake up in the night and I feel fear. Important to not fear the fear, instead I start looking into the fear to get the information: what is it about? Mostly a point will come up which I missed during the day time, meaning, I had a fear during the day in a situation and I suppressed the fear, I tried to ignore it, instead of forgiving myself to fear.
So I bring the fear point before me in the night until I see it completely and then I forgive myself. And then I fall asleep :)

preparing myself for eternal life

hi,
this morning I again watched myself go into thinking thoughts and again wondering what's the urge. I found: I am preparing myself for eternal life. Realizing that my body is finite, I try and construct a reality/identity through thinking, adding thoughts to existing thoughts, expanding. To have a alternate reality for when the body isn't here anymore for me to have an existence. So I would then be able to live in what I have constructed myself during my life time.
I stop this process of creating an alternate reality.
I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to think as a life insurance
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize breath as life.