Martijn here for WORLD EQUALITY: juli 2011

maandag 11 juli 2011

yesterday I was at my club where a 'Fly in' was going on. The members of the club were showing of there rc planes as were some visitors from other clubs. And a lot of people from the nearby villages had come to watch, enjoy the weather and have a consumption.

I was taking care of a few things in my role of groundsman and as I look back I see that I have been moving myself through this event with little reactions to just a few people, watching these reactions and making myself one and equal, standing up from them and stopping myself as such.

In this way I moved myself through this day and when I had left nothing sticked to me. I was stable and cool. My son had joined me there and I didn't feel obliged to stick with him all the time, we discussed some things, we did some minor 'jobs' and sometimes we were on our own.

Today I realize that thanks to Desteni and my participation there in, I have changed myself for real. I'm satisfied with my stability and my self application. No mind possession as anxiety or fear or laziness, alert on what's going on in the inner and the outer, acting when and where it's needed. Yes Desteni, we are the change that we want to see in the world

Magic Mushrooms and the Desteni Music Jamm-O- join the FUN

dinsdag 5 juli 2011

agreement update

This weekend when I stayed at my girlfriend's, we discussed the possibility of adding another day to our time together. We meet each other for almost three years now, nearly every weekend. I'm pretty stable in the agreement, and I enjoy the time spend at her place with the large garden and the dogs and horses, always work that can be done. Shaping the garden, repairing stuff, finding better solutions.

I enjoy walking with her in her process, assisting and supporting where I can.

I'm facing survival fears a lot these days. Mostly when I am with other people I get these fears. Even now while I am skyping with my son. I self forgave points and breathed through points, still not done yet.

my girlfriend's new dog, called 'Haifa', a one year old, barks quite a lot, and my gf was worried for the neighbors to complain. When I was in the garden with the dogs, I thought: this is Haifa, for everyone to hear, she lives here and she's going to stay! The next moment she came to me and licked my face.

With my gf we looked into her fears and she self forgave.

Another day I discussed with my gf's mother the discussion in the Netherlands about animal slaughter for religious purpose. I said: a lot of people now ask for attention to not only the death of animals but also for their lives in the animal 'factories'. The next moment Haifa came to me and stood up to me with her front legs on my chest. She had never done this before.

The fear of survival is everywhere, I even hear it in songs on the radio. Everyone is driven by this fear because their lives aren't secured. Only within the Equal Money System we can make sure everyone that participates gets the money guaranteed for life. life money, instead of debt money.