Why the Law of Karma did not Exist

sadism

the big dog of my gf died. We had to let the vet do it. The dog had a lot of pain and he couldn't walk much anymore. So on a beautiful morning this week, he was injected, lying in the grass and now he's no longer here as this nice yellow/brown/black dog. My girlfriend was really emotional in the days before his death, I supported her by just being here, listening to her, doing practical stuff. And afterwards we felt relief, because he no longer was in pain and she no longer needed to worry about him. 
When I was back home I suffered from pain in my stomach and that means there is sorrow I didn't feel/experience but suppressed instead. I found that I had at some point in my life installed sadism to no longer suffer from all the painful things that I saw and felt but instead 'enjoy' it. I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed sadism, I stop this and I breath when I notice this sadism. It's not real and it has no power over me.

Talk 1: Lilly and Malin - Self-Agreement and Self-Process

the Law Of Attraction and Equal Money

Within the Law of Attraction, people who apply it state: everyone can do it! This is just an excuse to not have to look at the reality as it exists for billions of people: poverty. They now can ignore and deny that it is the monetary system they participate in that causes massive suffering. The elite status they create for themselves is justified because if one hasn't achieved this status, one simply has a way to go with the LOA. Really strange is to see that no user of the LOA has ever succeeded in attracting wealth for everyone on the planet.... Does this show that they are only interested in selfish attraction? Or is something more fundamental missed here? There is another law in existence which is disregarded: the law of balance. What we have in mind is we create. If we have in mind lack of wealth and we start applying the LOA to attract wealth, which supposedly is given to us by the universe out of it's abundance, we forget that we have lack of wealth in mind in the first place. So all the time we focus on attracting wealth we have in the back of our mind the lack there of. The consequence is that we not only create wealth in so doing but lack of wealth as well. So what we do applying the LOA is creating and enhancing the polarity in the world, the division between wealth and poverty. This is exactly what's busy manifesting in the world. Two separate mankinds, where the one smaller group lives in abundance and the other larger group lives in lack of everything.

The solution of Equal Money is hard to grasp for both groups. The poor have the secret dream of one day making it to the other group and leaving the poverty behind. As soon as the leave their poor environment they want to enjoy consumerism and to forget the misery. The common belief is that one has to be fortunate to get to wealth. The wealthy people don't like the Equal Money solution because they fear losing their position where they are provided with anything they want by the poorer people that do the labor.

What is missed in the poor people's perspective is that we have a monetary system that is set up in a way to keep many people poor for the wealth of others. So their poverty isn't bad luck, or their own fault. And the wealthy group indulge in luxury to not have to experience their underlying fear of losing their money. So both groups are very busy, with surviving the poor ones and the other group with keeping up with the world system to avoid falling behind and losing their position.

Desteni-Youtube, Shut Down

Product Control, Distribution and Capitalism

gone in energy

t'day I was at my rc plane club. In the morning I thought to myself: o I'm going to the club in the afternoon, I must make sure that I won't experience an energetic high.
When I had arrived I was working on a plane of mine gluing stuff, and I experienced a lot of anxiety: this had to be fixed as soon as possible, so I could show of to the other members. I noticed my breath for really shallow, I didn't stop myself.
When it was finished I decided to test fly. After 5 seconds or so the thing crashed and I had to start over with glueing, lol. I was quite stable in this and I decided to fix it. Then only I realized myself, wondering: where had I been? I had been 'away'. The thought that came up was that Bernard and Sunette had kept me locked away from reality! So a very strange projection, when I had been locked away in my mind as energies by my own allowance!

I forgive myself that I've accepted and allowed myself to think that Bernard and Sunette kept me locked away from reality.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that I allowed myself to be gone in an energetic experience in the mind.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to stop

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realize that I within the thought: "I must make sure that I won't experience an energetic high" already gave permission for it to manifest. Because I didn't make sure in fact.

I understand that I must make sure in fact that I won't participate in an energetic experience at the club and not just think I must.